Interrupt

If I was strong

I think maybe I would feel like I belong

If I was content

I wouldn’t have to work so hard to pretend

If I was you - I wouldn’t have to think like I do

If you were me

I wouldn’t have to try to make you see

Anger hides the doubt  -  Finding the way out

Interrupt my life  -  Darkness takes the light

If I was weak

I think maybe I would drown myself in sleep

If I was sad

I would blame myself for all that’s bad

If I was pure - I would not need to find a cure

If I had sinned

I would have to pray for my soul again

Anger hides the doubt  -  Finding the way out

Interrupt my life  -  Darkness takes the light

No sign of perfection, no need to pretend

Embrace these flaws,

no choice but to live with them

No one’s inside, no one can know

Just what it appears to be

Originality, bursting at the seams,

can’t contain creativity

Label as you will, judge what you want,

stay higher than me

I see the truth, reflected from you

Something you can never see

But sometimes in my mind

When the wheels start to turn

The joy and the despair  -  Fuel a fire that I burn

No rest inside for me  -  I’ll think it to death

More thought provoking  -  Take a deep breath